The flaws of a declarative statement

So, I seem to have unwittingly put my size 13 shoe in my mouth.

Honestly, this is not the first time that I have made a blunder and probably won’t be my last. I do learn from them, though every mistake I make hopefully it didn’t quite as bad as the last one. I figure that’s really the best I can do as a human being.

I expressed some frustrations that I had, and phrased them as a declarative statement. I should’ve put it as more of a “is this valid”. I typically do that, but sometimes, I make a mistake and don’t. 

Now, I’m afraid I’ve ruining things.  This is one of those situations where my brain wonders many things. Have I made a mistake? Should I just have faith that things will be OK tomorrow?

Cognitively I know that I should have faith but I just worry so damn much.

Is the anger level against me valid? This is a question that I always ask. Likely because of my difficulty with understanding people sometimes. I often question the validity of what others do. I suppose by doing so I’m hoping to learn from the interaction.

Anyways, I feel bad. I was trying to express my feelings and in doing so things just kind of fell apart. Maybe they have it. Hopefully they have it. All I can do at this point is say I’m sorry. There’s really not much more that you can do when you make a mistake but say you’re sorry and do better next time.

 I mean, you can always go get drunk, but that doesn’t solve anything.