A case of mistaken word identity

Have you ever said something really dumb. Problem is, you don’t realize it until after the fallout from it.  Here is the truly frustrating thing: I’m my mind everything is logical.  If you see X, do Y.   If others saw the world like I do then everything then no issues.  

Isn’t this tire for everyone though?  If the world saw everything like you then you would get along with just allot everyone.  

Anyways, I really messed up.  I feel horrible.  I hate hurting anyone’s feelings. I especially hate hurting this persons.  They mean a lot to me.  Trouble is they no longer believe me.  🙁 

So what do I do?   Had friends in town today and yesterday.  They went home early.  Problems at home.  I won’t lie, the whole time part of me felt horrible.

Man, I just want to undo this.  Things were perfect.  You want to hear the horrible part?
I take it all back.  110%.  Is not a “I as their feelings so I take it back” thing.  It’s entirely a “hey, you failed to see X, Y and Z!”   
So now I just hope.  Hope and feel like a horrible person.  I even cried over what has happened.  I’m not a huge crier.  There is nothing wrong with it nor should anyone ever be embarrassed to cry.  I just rarely do so.  Normally my brain just minds off freezes when I’m really upset.  
Okay, I’m going to go distract myself.  Maybe if I will forget how horrible person I am.