Intentions and crap like that

Note to self: there is such thing as over sharing. So, today is not a rousing success. I have two things to support this. The first one is at work. I didn’t really use my time most effectively. I was supposed to be taking notes for my lessons and I was kind of goofing off. I realize this is one of those things where I am being too hard on myself but it still going to count. After the lie that I told at work, I am going to hold the bar very high. I feel like I need to do so. Second, I said Thank You for something that I really shouldn’t have. Have you ever gone and said thank you for something that happened and it was on that list of “things that happen in society that you may be grateful for but you should never say thanks“. Not only that, but in doing so I made it seem like I was being negative today. Open till 10 I had been doing so well! This isn’t going to be a sprint, it will be m this isn’t going to be a sprint, it will be a marathon. I really don’t like that fact but there’s not a whole lot I can do but be patient! And as an aside, apparently iMessage too much. I am going to make a point of not doing that anymore. From now on, while for the next little bit and by this I am saying at least tonight my goal being tonight and all day/night tomorrow, I am not going to message first.